being a fangirl can be tired sometimes T_T

everybody know why i wrote this.. yeah... more than 2 years i've been declared myself as a fangirl.known as ELFs.. it wasn't easy.. i totally put my whole heart into a boyband known as "SUPER JUNIOR" even some of my friends turn to other korean group... i never ever wanna turn my heart to other group becoz SUPER JUNIOR totally change my life...

there was time when i felt scared when i heard about Super Junior member got into accident... yeah totally freakin me out becoz on that day i only knew them maybe 4 months.. ELFs all over the world pray for them.. until all of them recovered.. & then 2nd album been released & 13 of them performed in a stage COMPLETE...even during that time... they not received as many awards on the 2nd album as they received this year.. but ELFs always said that Super Junior is the best group ever..

ELFs also feel sad when not all member can join the performance due to restriction on some TV station in Korea... but now the restriction gone... but still not complete...becos some of them have own activities..but ELFs still support them in whatever they do.. becos ELFs always believe in them... that they will be performing complete 13 in one stage in future

not only that... due to personal cases.... one of them being put out from activities until the end of the year..but ELFs still support them even some of people said that ELFs is stupid to support them... we are not stupid.. ELFs do realized what he did was wrong... but in hope that he learn his lesson & he promise not to it again in future...for the sake for himself & the group... that why SUper Junior & ELFs is one..

Only few weeks ago... Super Junior won awards due to successful in the 3rd album.. sorry2... which blew the world... the sorry2 craziness & fever not only in Korea also in Asia... not only that... almost the whole world.....remember this phrase "until Pearl-Sapphire blue balloons covering the world" the phrase that eeteuk had mention before this... ELFs try to fulfill his dream... yeah... it wasn't impossible.. even Super Junior Surprised that they been known almost in every country they went...

& now... the heart broken news which still not confirmed yet being reveal... which i don't know how to react... should i cry? should i put blame to someone? should i support them? but who should i support? to many question in my head rite now...there must be a good reason for what had happened... & still.. ELFs try to calm themselves... in hope nothing bad gonna happened...

yeah... it wasn't easy to be a fangirl....T_T

i'm not complaining.. this was wrote from the bottom of my heart... regret it???? NOPE.. NEVER!!! i will never regret it...becos this will be the time that i will remember the most in my whole life... i always have this weird thought that one day.. if i ever get married ler... i will have my grandson or grandaughter.... i might told them that i once a fangirl of one korean boyband known as "SUPER JUNIOR"...

When there is "Super Junior" i will always be an "ELF"....